March 2012
1 post
Opening up.
www.peggychow.com
February 2012
1 post
Without you, I can still do it alone!!
November 2011
2 posts
you lost me.
I hate the way you make me feel.
I hate how I’m always behind of your friends.
I hate how no matter how hard I try to change myself for you, you do not seem to appreciate.
I hate to know how unimportant I am to you sometimes.
I hate how everything to you doesn’t matter.
I hate how you say ‘I AM LIKE THAT’.
I hate how you think you’re stupid for letting her...
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
6 posts
Sometimes, some people just wouldn’t know how you feel about some particular stuff.
It always seems okay for them to do so even if you told them you dislike it. They still think it’s a no big deal and at the end of the day, it repeats itself.
No matter how much you dislike it.
You don’t search for a perfect boyfriend or what seems like a perfect boyfriend to you when you’re in a relationship. If, all the while you’ve been searching for the one while you’re with one I guess you never really loved him.
Because, if you do you wouldn’t do/say that. Or could be, you say that just so that you can make yourself better.
I don’t like the...
the higher the number of times it happens, the more i know what to expect from you.
Why is it that every night when I fall asleep happily, so looking forward to the next day, it just somehow turns to be the other way round? Whenever I woke up feeling happy, something must come between me and my happiness, between me and my day.
EVERY SINGLE TIME!
It makes me mad, really. Very mad. I don’t think I ever want to look forward to the next day, don’t ever want to go to...
Smoke however much you want. Do whatever you wanna do.
I really cant be bothered anymore. Find it utter pointless for me to ask you to smoke less. for me to pester you on what you should do when you yourself don’t give a flying fuck.
Then, why should I?
‘Intensely selfish people are always very decided as to what they wish. They do not waste their energies in considering the...
August 2011
6 posts
7 tags
i don’t wanna lost myself in this. do not want!
fucking hate stupid boys night. FUCK BOYS NIGHT!
2 tags
Not all those who wander are lost.
This once-very-confident-girl lost herself yet again. But it is said that only by losing yourself you get to truly find your true self. I cant tell how true that sounds.
I’m just still pretty lost. I thought I was sure enough of what I want in my own life, not until when people around me start putting the doubt on me. I must have been pretty unrealistic all along.
Often when I came...
March 2011
3 posts
i’m so contradicting it’s funny. i didn’t said i do not want to go through everything with you together. i was just saying it’s hard to pack and unpack because of the amount of things i bring, which will be hard if we were to crash at somebody else’s place. hence i tried looking for houses for you again, trying to solve the misery.
you said i complain everyday. sorry...
if you think walking out just like that is a good way, instead of telling me how you dislike me saying that to you, then be it. i’ll let you feel how it feels like for a person to just walk off like that.
if you said it wont make any difference, then it wont. guess i bothered too much. too eager to stay together alone. it wont make any difference. so be it.
February 2011
1 post
weareaddicted:
Thank you my love :)
December 2010
6 posts
Suicide is the third leading cause of death for...
helloimabigail:
You don’t care, and I finally understand that. But I’m never going to understand how you could drop me so fast, and I guess I’ll never know. You owe me a thousand explanations but you’ll never take the time to explain a thing to me.
It's been a couple months and I can't get you out...
resistance
Is your secret safe tonight? And are we out of sight? Or will our world come tumbling down? Will they find our hiding place? Is this our last embrace? Or will the walls start caving in? It could be wrong, could be wrong But it should’ve been right It could be wrong, could be wrong Let our hearts ignite It could be wrong, could be wrong Are we digging a hole? It could be wrong, could be wrong...
November 2010
9 posts
Reblog if tattoos are a major turn on for you.
please! can the next guy just be the real deal?
not someone who likes me but someone whom i do not like. or someone whom i like but someone who do not likes me.
it has got to be someone who likes me and someone whom i like! real deal please!!
i’ll give you two chances.
tonight and tomorrow. and i’m hoping to see you tonight!
on my birthday night.
how wonderful will it be? when it finally comes knocking on your door.
:)
i’m going to let this all pass by. i’ll let you do the decision making, without you realising it.
to continue writing our forbidden love affair or to stop it all at once. i’ll just sit back and relax. enjoying my days…
i figured it’s a little too dumb to get upset because of you, if you doesn’t give a fuck about me. if you do give a fuck, why would i be...
Not a word, Not a tear, Not a thought. No turning back.
October 2010
7 posts
talking bout you wouldn’t make my life seems more interesting. cause you’re no where near interesting.
you’re just too boring and lame.
you can’t control everything or anyone in life.
the only one you can control is yourself. fuck care what other’s have got to do or say.
i sit here wondering, if the world is to end tomorrow. what will you tell me when you look straight into my eyes.
will you still say that you hate me as much? will you still tell me what you have already told me? will you still tell me what i didn’t wish to hear? will you still tell me things that will break my heart into a million pieces?
what exactly will you tell me?
Reblog if you like someone who you would never...
i don’t wanna know what love is. i’ve lost it.
and it feels like i will never love again. i will never know how it feels like to fall in love again. i will never know what love is.
not anymore.
reminder to self.
things are gonna be good after my 22nd birthday.
and for the mean time, i’m not allow to attend any celebrations be it wedding or birthday. not allow to wear black or red either.
after my birthday, i’m not allow to wear grey. no grey for me. and no jade for me for my whole life.
march ($), may (family problem), and august ($) 2011 is gonna be a bad month for me.
good colour:...
walk by faith. not by sight.
September 2010
3 posts
guys will always be guys. always!!
di er tian. ku le.
:’(
i’d love to have you, i do. but it’s almost impossible knowing the fact that you do have a girlfriend of 3 years.
never will i tell you straight to your face, that you have a place in my heart. but what if someday you decided to ask me about it. what kind of answer will satisfy your need to know? i’ve got no single clue.
will it affect our friendship if you were to know the...
August 2010
3 posts
bring in the hurt. more and more please.
smart girls are happier without you!
the amount of times you betraying me. i couldn’t count even with the help of my toe nails. i did not want to hate you. but you force me to.
and now since you aren’t able to trust anyone and whatsoever, let me tell you. good on you! for making me trust you a thousand times and betraying the trust i have on you. now you know how it feels like, how sucks it feels like to be not able to...
July 2010
1 post
Growing Up
You sit around with your headphones And you watch the ground as you’re looking down You fall apart and you do not know why You sing along with your favorite song And you tap your feet to the beat But it does no good. Why do you even try? You see yourself in a photograph, But it’s not you, no its not you You read a page of your diary But it’s not you, no it’s not you You...